If I Could… was a seven hour long durational performance for the Into The New Festival at the Royal Conservatoire of Scotland in 2017.
I performed the durational alongside my Gran.
Every Sunday whilst I was at uni, I would travel back home to Fife and visit my Gran, the distance from her house to the train station where I would leave for uni again always felt the longest part of the journey.
In this performance I walked the distance it took to go from her house to the train station whilst carrying my Grans weight in coal, 76kg, on my back.
Phoning my Gran on the hour every hour throughout the performance for everyone to hear her champion me on and for me to ask her advice on lifes wonders, trying to forge my own path as a woman she and I would be proud of.
This performance was incredibly special to me and a highlight of my career.